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Beneath My Heart

Wednesdays with Wanda

Wednesdays with Wanda

1 Sep

I just wanted to share a special memory I have of my mom.

The details are blurry, but the imprint it left on my heart is crystal clear.

Mom had bought herself 4 new dresses to wear to church!

This was a huge deal for Mom.  She was always putting others above herself, even when it came to clothing.

I remember going to church on Sunday mornings with my brother and sister dressed in our new “church” clothes, lookin’ like a million bucks.  (At least we thought so.)  :)

And in the driver’s seat was Mom, dressed in the same dress that she had worn for years.  But believe me, she didn’t care.  Her clothes were fine as far as she was concerned.

She found so much happiness in making us happy and providing for us.

So when Mom said she went to McAlpin’s and bought herself four new dresses, I could hardly believe my ears!

She tried each of the dresses on for us, and she was beautiful.

I was so happy for her.  She deserved everyone one of them.

She placed them neatly in the back of her closet with the tags still on them, waiting for Sunday to come so she could wear one of them.

A few days later, a note came home from school that I needed some money for a field trip or something.  This is where the details become unclear.  I know it was something I needed for school, and I remember it being around $100.00.

We didn’t always have a lot of extra money.  Mom and Dad lived mostly paycheck to paycheck.  (I know that feeling all to well now!)

So to come up with a hundred bucks was going to be difficult.  I remember Mom telling me that she just didn’t have that money and I wouldn’t be able to participate in whatever the school event was.

I was so disappointed.  Like most kids, I just couldn’t understand why Mom and Dad didn’t have the money?

A few days passed when Mom came up to me with a big smile on her face.  “Here’s the money you needed for school, Traci!”

What?

Seriously?

I was so excited!  I gave Mom a big hug.

I asked Mom how she was able to come up with the money when a just few days earlier, she said we were broke.

“Oh, no big deal, sweetie.  I just took my dresses back to McAlpin’s so we would have the extra money.”  She said still smiling.

I began to cry.

I remember begging Mom to go get her dresses back!  She never did anything for herself.  It broke my heart to know that she had made such a sacrifice…for me.

But making sacrifices for her children made her happy.  I know that the joy she saw on my face when she handed me the money was worth way more to her than those dresses.

She reassured me that she would get her some new dresses as soon as she had some extra money.  I don’t remember that day ever coming.

I felt so loved that day!

There was no doubt in my heart or mind that my mom loved me.

Mom taught me that day that sacrifice = love.

And it made me think of the Cross.

And the even greater sacrifice that Christ made when He gave His life for my sins.

Because of His great sacrifice, I know that He loves me (and you).

Have a blessed day!

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  1. Tara G. @Mrs. Yellhow Hat says

    September 1, 2010 at 7:44 am

    You always make me tear up!

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  2. Jill D. says

    September 1, 2010 at 9:52 am

    Amen! Thanks for sharing this. Isn’t it amazing to see how Jesus and the cross represent themselves in our everyday lives? I love seeing God’s handiwork in this world and through those we love. Great story-lifted my spirit and my day!
    Sincerely,
    Jill D. from NC

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  3. Artie says

    September 1, 2010 at 10:43 am

    What a beautiful memory. Truly uplifting. Thanks for sharing! :)

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  4. Debbie says

    September 1, 2010 at 10:47 am

    What a great example of motherhood and christianity too.
    Thank you for sharing!

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  5. Janet says

    September 1, 2010 at 10:52 am

    Awww Traci…The Lord has so much love for us now and waiting ahead too.
    What a wonderful and gracious Mother you have..yes have she is still alive
    but with Him the Great I am!

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  6. Traci says

    September 1, 2010 at 10:54 am

    Crying again! What a wonderful mother.

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  7. Maryann @ Domestically-Speaking says

    September 1, 2010 at 10:59 am

    You brought tears to my eyes… the love of a Godly mom is beautiful! Have a blessed day Traci!

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  8. karin says

    September 1, 2010 at 11:13 am

    I cannot tell you how much I needed a wee bit of Wanda today!
    Thank you.

    xo

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  9. Kathy says

    September 1, 2010 at 12:17 pm

    OH.. made me cry, & just to think, as much as we parents love our Children, God’s love for them is SO much bigger. One can not fathom His love. What a nice picture of your mother’s love for you.
    You are certainly Blessed.

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  10. Richella at Imparting Grace says

    September 1, 2010 at 12:32 pm

    Oh, Traci, what a beautiful memory! And just what I needed to read today. There’s something I need to place on the altar, something I need to sacrifice for my husband. . . and yet I’ve felt like I deserved to have it; I’ve felt that it was only fair for me to hang on to it! Reading your post reminds me of all that Jesus sacrificed out of love for me, and reminds me that I can most certainly make a sacrifice out of love for my husband.

    Thank you!!

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  11. Sherry says

    September 1, 2010 at 12:53 pm

    Good Morning Tracey Sweetie…
    As I read this story I find myself crying. I remember sacrifices that my sweet Moma made as well. Hers
    were her shoes. We always had and she had shoes her toes, were coming out the sides in. She always
    put us kids first. Moms are so amazing.

    I can just see Wanda buying these dresses and just smiling. Isn’t it funny though, she never took the tags off?
    She just hung them in the back of the closet. Even then our heavenly Father was whispering to her. She had
    a coat of many colors that her Father had gave to her, she didn’t need the dresses. You needed that money for something at that time, our Heavenly Father spoke to her about. She was an obedient child, did as he said, and you my sweet friend were on the blessing end. Love and Faith are so wonderful.

    Hope you are well. I think of your sweet Moma every Wednesday. I loved her shares. Many hugs sweetie and so much love, Sherry

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  12. Kathy says

    September 1, 2010 at 1:17 pm

    Hi Traci, :-)

    What a wonderful memory to share.

    Have a blessed day,
    Kathy in TEXAS

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  13. Sandi says

    September 1, 2010 at 1:28 pm

    Your mother was a very lucky woman, to have such special daughters. You and your sister were truly blessed to have a mother that set such a good example. It all makes sense to you now though, doesn’t it? Hope you have a wonderful day. I always enjoy your Wednesday posts. Sandi

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  14. darla says

    September 1, 2010 at 1:41 pm

    What a precious memory. Your mom knew that real treasures are not stored on this earth. I so enjoy reading your blog, especially on Wednesdays.

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  15. suzanne says

    September 1, 2010 at 1:55 pm

    You did it again…another tearful day at the computer! What a wonderful mother. THank you so much for sharing these stories. I look forward to my Wednesdays with Wanda!!!

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  16. Janine says

    September 1, 2010 at 3:31 pm

    What a wonderful example of God’s love for us – always unselfish. I love how you share your mom with us and allow us to be impacted by the way she lived and loved. Thank you for sharing this personal story. It has touched my heart so much today.

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  17. amber says

    September 1, 2010 at 3:47 pm

    what a beautiful story – and reminder of what TRUE LOVE looks like!

    McAlpins is a name i haven’t heard in so long~ it was my mom’s favorite place to shop when i was growing up.. and now Dillards, who i believe took it over, is now mine!!! =)

    blessings to you,

    amber.

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  18. Emily @ On the V Side says

    September 1, 2010 at 5:07 pm

    I only recently discovered your blog, but I’ve found that ‘Wednesdays with Wanda’ are becoming a part of my week to look forward to.

    What a great reminder of what a blessing our amazing moms are, whether they’re with us for only a few, or a great many years.

    Through your posts, I feel like in a way, Wanda is “mothering” us all. And that’s pretty nice :)

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  19. Marilyn C. says

    September 1, 2010 at 6:06 pm

    What a beautiful memory Traci. Thank you for sharing this.

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  20. Carey says

    September 1, 2010 at 8:32 pm

    Wow…your Mom was Jesus to you. That is amazing. And a great example to look up to.

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  21. cheryl says

    September 1, 2010 at 9:13 pm

    Traci, WWW usually moves me to tears by the time I am done reading and this evening wasn’t any different. Like you there have been many times in our married life where we haven’t had extra money to let the children be able to do something.

    Your mom was a wonderful example of Jesus love for you and your brothers and sisters. As always thanks so much for sharing with us.

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  22. melissa*320 sycamore says

    September 1, 2010 at 9:44 pm

    what a beautiful, touching story! thank you, Traci~

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  23. Ann K says

    September 1, 2010 at 10:55 pm

    Your blog sure has been a blessing to me! Thank you!!

    Reply
  24. Heidi says

    September 2, 2010 at 2:27 am

    Oh I just love this post!

    Reply
  25. Rebecca says

    September 2, 2010 at 8:59 am

    That was a beautiful story! Wow!!

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  26. Tiffany says

    September 2, 2010 at 10:11 am

    Oh Traci the Lord has truly given you a gift – the ability to be a voice & witness right here on your blog – thankyou for blessing my soul today….the angels are singing a beautiful chorus along with your mum right now as they look on & see what a gorgeous child of God you are – may you & your family be blessed, TK xx

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  27. traci in virginia says

    September 4, 2010 at 12:05 am

    Wow, that brought tears to my eyes. What a lovely example for us all.

    Reply
  28. Allyson/HBMomof2 says

    September 4, 2010 at 2:35 am

    Another fantastic story of your beloved mother and a wonderful example of her love for you and Christ’s love for us. And you know what? You would do the EXACT same thing for your boys. Full circle. I also agree with Emily above that your wonderful mother is mothering us all through you.

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  29. Frances says

    September 5, 2010 at 9:57 am

    Traci, this brought back so many memories of my Mom and the sacrifices she made for us five little girls! Your writings are so precious!

    Reply
  30. Janae says

    September 7, 2010 at 3:24 am

    You’ve made me tear up again. Thank you for your sweet stories and spiritual insight.

    Reply

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